Finally...I am done with all the midterms; Biochem, Organic Chem, and Stat....so HAPPY... coz in past 2 weeks, it was so terrible....tiring....busy....unhappy...stress....feel like these feelings are gone by now. Just went out right after the Stat test....got some stuff from AE and H&M......hehe...that's what I had planned to do after finishing all the tests though....Friday...went out for shopping again but didn't get much stuff then went for the movie..."The Grudge" it wasn't as scary as Ju-On, its Japanese version. However, I was still scared...was screming in the theater almost all the time :P ....just imagine how I screamed when I was cheering the soccer games since Euro2004....everyone knew Kiti at that time....

Since the weather is getting colder....feel like loneliness is coming towards me as well....somethimes I feel like when I am walking in such a cold weather by myself, it makes me suddenly have to think about something...I don't know why do I have this kind of feeling...so I end up with thinking about something which most likely about the stuff I have done in the past and all related to my life....feel like sometimes myself is very cool, sometimes is so stupid.....of course!! everyone must have both of these feelings, right? NO ONE IS PERFECT....that's what I always keep in mind....even myself!!!

One thing that just pops out from my mind is the question about losing something in your life when you are not taking it seriously....like you are not being clear or sure about that ( that means you're still confused about accepting that thing to be yours )....so if anyone else wanna get it...can they just take it?? Will you be sad and disappointed about it??? Someone told me that even though we are able to get it to be ours, it might be worthless to have it if we don't know how to deal with it, how to stay with it, how to keep its values, how to put yourself as an owner, how to.......so if you think you are qualified to be a taker...you can just take it...go for it!!!! If not just leave it for the best taker....If you are not naturally know how to do these stuff, it might be tough for you to adjust yourself with it.....but someone just wanna try and challenge themselves whether they can occupy it....well...just try if you are not afraid of anything....there is no right or wrong of trying this thing......Keep in mind>>>>"Stay if you think you are the best or Leave if you think you are not good enough">>>>

I always have something to write about but somewhat it's not happy stuff...just wanna share these thoughts though. Actually...I have something to write more about the owner as well....I'll write it next time then......Gotta go to bed :)